Was woken up by my niece. Apparently she has no school today, so I have to watch her until her mom comes an picks her up, which, knowing her, is going to be a very long time from now. >_< I can't find my glasses, so that just makes things a little tedious when it comes to watching her. Luckily all she wants to do is watch cartoons. And now as i type this, Her mom just picked her up. So now I can just go back to sleep. Sadly, I just know it will be around 3 or later when I wake up. Hopefully I will find my glasses tonight. I know they are in my room, probably got knocked onto the floor by me or the act, or even my niece. Then again, being that im already up, I wont go back to sleep. x3 Go me. Anyway, for right now, Its chow time. Ciao!

Fuuuuccckk...

Im sorry, but I am not in the best of moods right now, guys. Im pained right now. My parents know.. My brother knows... Some of you even know how I have been having seizures. They are getting worse, and as I type, I can hardly walk. The thing that is bothering me is that my family is doing nothing about it. My dad wont let me see a doctor until next year so he will save money. >_< Greed over health? My family has always been greedy, but its gone too far.

Not to mention, my dad is trying to diagnose the problem himself so i wont have to go to a doctor. Sorry dad, but you aren't a doctor. It may be your 'title', but you are a doctor of the mind. Not the body. He thinks that the problem is my diet. I have the healthiest diet out of all my family. I dont eat much fatty foods, and sweets are rare nowadays.
Food isnt the problem...

what am i suppose to do?

Yay! I have more things to draw! Might have said this in my last journal, but I am doing multiple drawings at once. Few pics of Raiden, drawing Otacon and old Snake for my brother, and several other for friends and a few more drawing of my OC's Including Terrace, Ross, and Bettina . Im also doing research for my next cosplay, so i am quite busy with another creative streak.

Other than that, not much is going on. Im trying to earn some cash so I can go to NakaKon. I need to order my ticket soon. Early preorder end on the 30th. Its $30 for all three days now, will raise to $35 on the 1st. I need to take a roadtrip to Topeka and get my birth certificate so i can get a non-driver ID... or pull it out of the mess that is the old dining room.. its somewhere back there in the plethora of files.

Umm... I got the title of 'tarantula' on my last play-through of MGS4. Rarely seen, killed a lot of people. =3 i think that's a good one. I would try for one of the bigger titles, but i would have to skip the cuteness to get them.. And those cut-scenes are just too good to miss.

Gah... Im listening to the MGS2 soundtrack. Just heard the ending part of the song "Will the virus work?" That last part is sad due to whats going on. Poor Emma... Poor Hal. T_T

Sorry... I get worked up over music. Now its all bad-ass! But at the end of this song, it gets sad again. T_T once again, Poor Otacon.

AHEM. Um, anyway, I'mm going to go play with my niece for now. Ciao!

Woot. I'm Happy. You know why? I'm finally getting my drawing hand back. Ever since I did that painting of Terrace, if kinda been all 'meh' about drawing. But all is good now. I drew a little pic of Otacon for my brother, that being the second Metal Gear pic I've drawn for him, I have two friends who would like some art, and I have a few contests I'd like to join, too. =3

But now that I think about it, I am a bit sad. I still need to find a job and earn some money. @_@ Hopefully before February, or I may not be able to go to Naka-Kon. T_T

Oh well. I've gotta go for now. I have a doctors appointment. See ya.

I just saw something funny. On my windows messenger, there was an article called "Why we find Vempires so sexy." I couldn't help but laugh *and not in a good jolly way* when I saw that the 'vampire' that was in the picture was that Twilight dude. He looks creepy... VERY creepy. And thats why I found it funny.

AHEM. Now onto the other stuff.

Motaku was fun. ^_^ Got worshiped by a vendor, bout a helluva lot of Ramune and Mochi.

Ooh! This brings me up to a very funny story. A few days before the con (on my b-day to be exact) My family was watching a show called the top ten of hollywoods sexiest jobs. One was to be one of those models in the show Deal or no Deal. I started cracking up when some staff at the Motaku convention asked me to be one of the case-holders for their version of Deal or No Deal. It was fun. I got a few people in the audience to cheer when I yelled out "For the Horde!!!"

Lets see... I got one-shotted by some random con-goer. I was getting a drink from the vending machine when a friend calls out my name, i turn around and see the barrel of a toy gun pointed at my face and hearing a loud "BANG!" Being yelled out. x) The guy ran off. Then returned a bit later and asked If he could stuff my dead body and display it as a hunting trophy. My boyfriend stepped in front of me and glared at the guy. I giggled.
We saw the same guy the next day, and I snuck behind him, standing in an intimidating pose and spoke out "So... We meet again." The guy jumped, seeing that I had returned. >3
I got to dance my ass off at their little rave. While bad-ass to those who have never been, I'd prefer the ones at Naka-kon.

Anyway, these last few days have been calm. Just have been messing on the computer and drawing.

Got to take my neice to the local costume store. I did'nt buy any makeup this time.
Ooh! But I do have a plan for my next costume. Raiden. Probably from MGS2, but if anyone here is good at crafting things, I'd love to enlist your help so I can make the headgear that he wears in MGS4. Looks like ill need to buy some actual makeup for once... but not to make myself look girly. Nope. I need it to make myself look more like a guy. I think I may know how, too. Just shade the Cheekbones, continue to no shave my eyebrows, Darken them too, use foundation to lessen the pink in my lips and even visually reshape them to look right. (did the lip trick on my Vaati costume.) I also need to work on my posture.

Hmm... I guess thats all I have to share for now!